What are you looking for?
3 months ago · · Love,
Why is it that I know everytime we come back to each other we won’t work out but I love how it feels in the moment. The feeling of you saying my name makes me feel things in ways drugs never could. I could listen to you say it over and over and it would take me to a different planet. I know you're not meant to be in my future but it’s hard to leave something behind that makes you feel like that. You’re toxic, you’re my sin, but you’re my favorite sin. The sin I may not apologize about because I'm not sorry for how I feel about you. It hurts me knowing I went through that but I can’t bring myself to say I regret it because it built me up to be who I am today and who I am becoming. I’m ok with not speaking because I know we’ll always be apart of each other at this point. I’m not sure how I would feel or react if I were to see you in person again. Would I feel the same, or would I feel something different? Would I feel fear, anxiety, or would I feel love and compassion. I can move on and love someone other than you but I’ll never get over you..if that makes sense.