him and me and the universe

I told him... that I loved him.

although I'm not going to stay for long, its beautiful to look at the stars with him , look into his eyes and his beautiful smile. Like the scent of the winter has filled the air, the scent of his body has mixed with my soul, and seems to be healing me from the inside.

am i selfish to have told him everything ? was it in my hands? i wouldn't ever have known what it feels like to give your everything to someone if he hadn't said yes.

though he found me broke and tainted, he moved something inside me that had long been dead. the innocence, the curiosity, the fun , its all making me fall for him so much.

the reality, however gloomy it might be, will hit us with its fiery winds, but I have him till the winter ends, and I'll love him each day till then. I will love him like the world's ending.

he shared his soul as precious as diamonds with my graphite self ,

its scary how beautiful it is, the glow, the serenity

its cosmic serendipity, that he found me

now I'm afraid, of letting go of my treasure

but I'm grateful, for this winter and his smile