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3 months ago · · depressed,
The worst part of being depressed is that it affects every aspect of your life. How you interact with people, how you see yourself, your self worth, how you perform in school/at work, your relationships and so much more. I literally don’t want to do anything but sit in bed all day and cry. I hate that I have to get up and get out of bed. I’m not mentally ok. I literally have no will to live. Zero will. Zero. I have no reason to not want to be alive. But still, each day, I have to wake up and go study, get work done. Force myself to do these things or else I’ll be left behind. Even though I’m struggling. I’m literally struggling to live. But no one cares. No organisation cares. No school cares. You have to get everything done like everyone else. Even though those people have support and/or are happy and you’re not. I’m so tired.