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I have been trying to overcome the loss of you. Of us and our future. The future that we planned to spend together. We compared our love to things that I wish now, I never felt. I miss you, but I don't want to.
You tell me awful things, it helps me get through this without you. The pain you cause me. It makes me hate you more than I ever have. But I don't hate you, not even a little bit. Not even at all. I still want you, but in a way at this point I think doesn't make sense.
Whether it makes sense or not, I still find myself wondering about you, crying about losing you and the future we were supposed to have. They say healing should be easy and feel somehow good but the more I feel myself losing you, the worse, but somehow better I feel.
I'm lost and confused, left in the dark and you left me here.
I should hate you. I shouldn't want anything to do with you.
The other day I told you that you didn't deserve me, all you said was a simple "alright". I know that's you and your sarcasm... But why? Why so cold? You didn't deserve me or the love I have to offer. It's like a knife to my heart. A knife that I want to bring to my wrists.
It's getting easier, but I still wonder how we got here. I hope you try to come back so I can reject you the same way you rejected me. That may be wrong, selfish in-fact, but truthfully I couldn't care less. I cannot stand what you did to us.
So, I'm healing even if I don't want to.
So, every day is getting easier.
So, I hope you know what you lost.
So, I'm finding myself again.
So, I'm learning to live without you.
I am overcoming the loss, of you.
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ππππ Yes! You donβt need someone toxic in your life. Take your time to overcome your loss, and take care of yourself in the process. Continue writing, maybe draw, or sing sad songs, whatever it takes to cope in a healthy manner. I am so proud of you for sharing and beginning to overcome this challenge β€οΈ
Replyi wonder what you expect when you're saying things like 'you don't deserve me'. poor person must have felt you were basically telling them they were not good enough for you.
ReplyNo, He doesn't deserve me anymore. He deserved me when he treated me right. Not anymore. Don't act like you've never been in the position to feel like you're not worthy of someone. When all you wanted to do was love them they way they deserve. Even still, I wasn't good enough. I never would be. That's the lesson.
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