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2 years ago · 2 · Need Advice, +2 · Explicit
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{[I think I lost a friend today... A very close one at that. To be fair, he had never treated me nicely in the first place and didn't even meet the bare minimum as a friend. But I kept him around because I really liked him and he didn't have many other friends. He said that I was one of the very few people there for him so I wanted to stay and be his friend. I tried overlooking all those red flags and mishaps he would cause, just so I could continue being his friend. Now, I wish I had not looked over those red flags. Today, I tried to calmly confront him about talking shit about me behind my back. I wasn't angry or upset, I just wanted to talk to him about it. It was the first time in my entire life I had stuck up for myself. It felt good at the time, but now it is making me miserable. He stormed off in anger, frustrated that he got caught. Fast forward to later, he is ignoring me and not wanting to reason with me. I just wanted to have a conversation, not a fight. He is now bragging to the people in his lunch period (not even friends) about how he has "leverage" over me and that he will win this fight. His exact words were: "I'm so f*cking pissed off at her... I will win this fight, I have dirt on her, I'll expose all her secrets." I'm just so disappointed... He started telling everyone what those secrets were and I feel like today, I spent most of my day cleaning up after this mess. He was my bestfriend... I trusted him with everything that is why he knows my secrets. Now, he is trying to out me to the whole school (telling people my sexuality when I am not open about it yet.) And so much more. He can just tell everyone so many things to bring me down. For something so insignificant. This is why I have trust issues in the first place. I am NEVER opening up to anyone ever again. Mark my fucking words. I am done giving others slight trust. I will forever be a mystery I don't care anymore. He was supposed to be a good friend, he was supposed to be different from the people in my past. But nope, he was just like the rest. I am so upset with myself for falling for it again.] Hi! This is me again, but with an update for this post. I originally wrote this and uploaded it last week on Monday. Today is Sunday, it has been about a week since this happened. He still hasn't really talked to me. On Friday, at the end of the school week when this occurred, he only said to me: "You know, I'm not mad at you. I just don't want to talk right now." I have no fucking idea what that means but I honestly couldn't care less. Of course, I still do, but I am trying my best to move on. He was never good to me in the first place and if he is going to really drop me for a while until it is convenient for him because he got caught doing something bad, I don't care. For once, I am not taking the blame. This is his fault and I don't care. Literally no one is on his side. Even his own friends agree that he is wrong. I am not going to chase after him anymore. I am not going to talk to him either. I am not going to try making peace with him. If he wants it, he can put in the fucking effort himself. I am sick and tired of mending every single fucking thing in my life. I am taking a break.} Now, to clarify the original "[ ]" represented the first thing I posted about this which was from a week ago. The next thing, "{ }" represents what I reposted two or three days ago adding a little bit of updates at the end. Now, I am going to be posting this again with another update. I figured out why he is ignoring me and it the stupidest reason known to man. So, I decided to get the courage and tell him I didn't want to be friends anymore. He had stopped talking to me because some other girl started to take an interest in him, so he decided to completely ignore my presence and not be a decent person. It's one thing to be like "I like her back and we might start talking, so I probably won't be able to talk as much." But nah this mf went out of his way to pretend I'm not there and walk through me like I'm a fucking ghost. It is disrespectful and stupid reason to cut someone off. Worst is, this has happened before but only for like an hour because he liked someone last year. That person rejected him so later he came crawling back to me to talk to me again. I don't want to be a second choice anymore so I cut him off. I am sick of this shit.
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You better cut him off. He is such a toxic person. You don't want to end up hurt again.
ReplyYes! Thank you so much, I did text him yesterday saying I did not want to be friends with him anymore but he still hasn't answered or opened it because hes continuing the pretending i'm a ghost act LMAO i cant wait til he does see it and realize how much he messed up
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