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3 months ago · · Love,
Paige wanted me to come with her when walking to her house. She's done this a couple of times before. Every time I'm near her she blushes. When she texts me she does the best to keep our conversation going; she dreams of us holding hands, being close, nearly kissing. When she is about to fall asleep the scenarios she thinks of include me and her.. but she doesn't admit it. She is falling in love with me, dare I say she already has. When she has the chance she looks at me and tries her best to get as close to me as possible. What she holds for me is pure love, very deep, her first intimate connection. she is infatuated beyond anything she has felt before. Whenever something reminds her of me she smiles and fails to think straight. She cannot even meet my eyes sometimes when I notice she's blushing.
When we do go towards Paige's house, she looks at me, wants me near, puts her hand around my arm, and puts her head on my shoulder. The universe has put us together quite tremendously. Whenever we are alone she acts differently, as if she wants me so close to her that her skin becomes mine. She cannot stop thinking about me. In fact, when we were walking and both our hands were by our sides, swaying as they do whilst walking, hers touched mine for two seconds but it was longer than expected. I was in this moment very weak in thought and in the same split second my adrenaline increased as she grabbed my hand with hers and locked her fingers with mine. My heart was bursting with secret joy; I looked at out locked hands in pleasant surprise and then at her and smiled. She smiled so sweetly back that I forgot the rest of the world existed with the same level of depth. But in that moment my entire core was shaken and my heart struck with complete infatuation. I smiled and said "you okay?" and she returned the smile and said "yeah". I softly tightened my grip around her hand, feeling the ridges of her hand within the tips of my finger. I felt her ring too, and she felt mine. When we were about to part I took her hand from mine and with both hands holding her one hand up, I kissed the back of hers in the most softest, delicate way possible. She blushed and turned away but kept her hand in mine all the way through. Then I pulled her to my chest to hug her and when we both released a little, we looked into each other's eyes and looked at the other's lips. There was much tension, but we both thoroughly enjoyed it. Because she was blushing so much I didn't kiss her, but held her face with my right hand and stroked her cheek with my thumb. I said "bye Paige" and she said "bye Eden" and left. While I was making sure she crossed the road alright, she looked back a couple times to see if I was still there. She smiled incessantly when she did. It made my entire week.