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You know that feeling you get when you desperately want to be with someone, and talk to someone, but no one is there? That’s how I’ve been feeling. I’ve lost so much in the span of 2 months its insane. I miss having a companion, someone to talk to. I have one person and I am so grateful for her, but she has a ton of friends and I’ve lost everyone. I did it to myself. My depression makes me extremely irritable and I ruined all of my relationships with my friends because my ex whom I dated for 8 months as was my best friend left me and he hurt me so bad. I stopped caring about literally anything and ruined my closest friendships and now my friend group, the people who wouldn’t be friends without me are now closer than ever without me. It’s been a few weeks and I’ve definitely changed my anxiety has gotten so much worse but I’ve been doing okay during school with only like 2 friends left and all. I’m eternally grateful for those friends but when I desperately need someone the entire world is busy and I don’t mean that towards them, I mean it in a general sense. I just don’t feel like anyone cares about me anymore, and if they did in the first place, it wasn’t genuine. I just really want a hug right now and someone to talk to and for them to listen to me for 5 seconds. I know I’m extremely irritable at times but I’m trying and I honestly can’t tell who is being genuine anymore. I just want someone to talk to again.
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Replyits okay ure feeling this way u have to know that no matter what happens u got urself, u have to talk to urself thats who u got in the end of the day.Im glad that u have those 2 friends, its better to have a small circle that u can trust rather than lots of friends and still feel lonely.Its okay to feel lonely,,but remember there are people that probably want to talk to u but havent got the chance.U can talk to me easily here just so u can feel better.Take care dear!
ReplyI think I know what you mean. I do struggle with that too. Someone that just knows and understands you, who would understand you without words even, most probably. I think those two friends that you have would want to help you. But as life is sometimes is, it is so darn busy, and you are stuck in it. That doesn't mean they care any less, I'm sure. What I do when I feel that way is writing it down or just to my close friend. Even though she might not react to it right now, I at least have it off my mind. Those friends that you lost through that time wouldn't have been worth your time anyway if they didn't stick to your side. Rather have a few and close friends than those on the surface friendships. I'm sure you will meet beautiful people worthy of your company.
ReplyI feel the same way with being lonely I'm not going to say it gets better because it doesn't at least not if you don't put a little effort into making connections but remember people come and go just make sure to take care of yourself first
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