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Time is so telling
3 months ago · · Hope, · Explicit
A year ago, I was so blinded by the people and situations around me.
I was in a really unhealthy co-dependent friendship that ended up ending earlier this year. A guy I was dating asked me to be his girlfriend and I said no. Shortly after I found out that he fucked his ex-girlfriend during our dating.
Now, I look back and am so grateful. Right now I'm not in a place that I want to be in, but I'm in a place that I need to be in. There has been so much growth in the last year and I'm gracious for it. I watched a Tarot reading earlier on YouTube and the reader talked about being released from things that were holding me back especially creatively. That was really interesting to hear because that's been my goal for the longest time. To create from a raw and authentic place. I have no distractions or anyone sucking up my energy. For the first time in my life, I have the courage to pour energy back into myself. For that I am gracious.
While I've come so far, I still have so far to go. I can only imagine what my life will look like a year from now. I guess only time will tell.