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3 months ago · · sadness,
I really don't have a single friend. After college, I am staying at home to prepare for competitive exams. And somehow I lost touch with everyone. I used to have a lot of friends back in my school days. But I can't bring myself to call them. I am really shy and introvert. I can't make new friends as I just stay at home and have no reason to go out.
I feel really lonely. I see my past friends enjoying together on FB. But I think I am probably a boring person, so they just avoid me. Or maybe I am just overthinking. But I am sad.
There was a time when everyone would call me first. But I never called them back. Because I cannot forgive people easily. Some of them lied to me. Though it wasn't that serious , I couldn't just forget it. As a result I stopped calling. But now I regret it. I guess it is better to have fake friends than having no friends at all.
I am so frustrated, lonely.
I have no confidence to call them or text them, because I think I will disturb them. Please help me. Please. I just want to cry.