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One day feels like eternity. It's just been 24 hours since it happened. I still can't believe he left me. Never in my life did I ever think he'd ever leave me. Why didn't he think of me before leaving? Was I not even a person he could think of? It hurts. Hurts a lot. I've never felt like this before. I at least want a reason why this happened. But I can't have one. I don't know what to do. My life feels blocked now. I can't move anywhere. I can't look ahead to the future. I don't want to think about my future. Because I know it will not have him in it. I hate it. I hate every second of my life now. The past 24 hours has been the most suffocating hours of my life. I've been crying non stop. I hate every second of the air I breath. I'm out of breath. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. We were born together, but how could you he leave without me? How could I ever live without you? I don't know what to do anymore. I started talking when you started talking. I started walking when you started walking. I started going to school when you started going to school. We both had the same friends. We both had the same meal. We both played with the same toys. Now every time I see my face in the mirror it reminds me of you. How could I ever live in the world with the same face of yours? Why didn't you think of your twin sister before you killed yourself. I don't think I can ever forgive me. I don't think I can live anymore. I've lived every second of my 16 years of life with you. Now all of a sudden how can I live on my own? HOW?? I just don't know anymore. I'm afraid I'd end up like you. Maybe I will.
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You need a lot of help so I suggest talking to a doctor and she/he will refer you to a professional. This is absolutely gut wrenching for you and I hope and pray that you come to terms with this. You have my deepest sympathy.
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