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My memory wasn't that good from the beginning and I think I'm losing a lot of memories from the past, making my earned skill-set from studying obliterated. I've been jobless for over a year now, and I've got only a few months of experience. I bailed when I got an email to take an examination, mainly because my mind is totally blank and partly because of the fear of traveling to an unfamiliar place since it was far away from mine. I haven't studied after graduation. I have no motivation to do so. My mind is occupied with death each passing day, for many years that I couldn't get rid of. And sadly, my faith is swaying since I've rarely went to church when the pandemic happened. I'm recently fully vaccinated already. I want to change, to go back to the right track. Yet I know nothing on which path should I take. Please help me.
My daily routine so far had been a total pain in the ass with my family. A bad habit of sleeping late and waking up late. Eat, sleep, and repeat. A never ending cycle. And oh, have I mentioned that I've never been in contact with anyone besides my family. Yeah, I'm that much of a loser. Do I have friends? I did. Emphasize on the 'did' part. They're lovely humans, but I'm not really the type to easily open up with anyone. Even to my family. Even to myself, which is absurd I know, but I felt detach to the world and my own.
If you've ever felt so lost and confused like I do, what did you do to cope up with it? And how can I regain my faith again?
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God is waiting for you to invite Him into your life so do so. You don't have to go to church, just read your Bible to come to know God and have a life long relationship with Him.
If you are thinking of death every day you are depressed so go to a doctor.
ReplyI can't go to a doctor since my family isn't well off. I don't think I'll be able to communicate well with them too.
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ReplyI necessarily can't give advice on coping as I am going through the same thing at the moment but I can on the faith part. Church isn't the major part of faith. I would recommend studying the Bible on your own time as finding your own meaning and inspiration.
ReplyI relate to this so heavy. I was going through a really tough period and I left God. I lost faith. I stopped going to church, praying reading my Bible etc. So I understand. But I want you to know that God loves you and he cares. He really does. Just talk to him and put your trust in him. For practical options: try with a schedule. Set goals for yourself. It could be as small as wake up at 9pm everyday. Go to bed at 11pm everyday. Start small. Form good and clean habits. If you can maintain those habits for 2 weeks without quiting, you can continue them for the rest of your life. I believe in you. You can do it. With the help of God also you will do a great job. Wishing you the best !!
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