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My ex boyfriend attempted suicide. We broke up one years ago. After break up we never met or talked. I blocked him everywhere. I changed my address too. So he wasn't able to contact me at all. I was finally living a peaceful life.
But suddenly yesterday, I heard about the incident. My old friends are saying that he was extremely depressed. He wanted me back. But he couldn't find me anywhere.
It is possible as I don't have any family and break all contacts with my old friends.
The incident happened 3 months ago and he is already out of hospital now. But everyone is worried that he will do something like this again.
But I don't want to see him ever again. Yes he loved me. But he is crazy. He was always violent during sex which I never enjoyed. He never asked for my consent before doing it. Just used me as a sex machine. But always said that this is normal between lovers.
It was my first relationship and I was only 19 back then. So I like an idiot tolerated all this for 5 years. Even my friends said that he is just a possessive lover. And I am lucky to get a good looking, rich boyfriend like him.
They want me to meet him again.
Should I go?? Is it really normal?? Am I selfish??
Please help me someone. I am scared of him.