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7 months ago · · Need Advice
Hey. Anyone else ever felt the need to scream silently into the void?
This is a first but even the thought of doing this somehow calms me down.
On an apparent level, I’m perfectly functional. I’m a doctor who’s living by herself, skinny and fair, with enough money, a family that loves me , independence, a steady job and a beautiful cat.
But I’m still unsatisfied because love just eludes me.
A part of me is so …jaded. Like, proper, Steven Tyler j-j-Jayded.
That I’ve given up on finding a man who is real and won’t cheat on me.
I’ve been in two major relationships both of which ended because my partner was cheating on me.
I’m now 30, and to be honest a large part of me has given up on ever finding a partner.
I watch my friends and family get ahead…and get married… and have children… and nothing feels worse than the hushed voices and the looks of surprised sympathy and disdain at my “situation “.
I know I’m not a victim but I just want to snap out of this state.
Please advise me on how!!