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PLS HELP ME
I’ve wasted ten precious years of my life by staying loyal to a toxic person who is physically , mentally abusive and addicted. I’m not sure he has come out clean or not. Last year he promised me on Aug to come n see me after nine years but that incident traumatised me. He didn’t pick my call , created drama , asked for money via msgs n left without telling me. Today when I ask him , he denies all these happenings.
One incident that still shivers my spike and breaks my heart that on my birthday he took me out for a surprise . Well , it turned out something else . We went to his place chatting and suddenly he became violent , tied my both hands with his bed sheet and pushed me on his bed and chocked me. I can still feel it. His words were “your parents will come and take you of of his place and I’ll see how they do it “ . I was helpless and out of breath . My body was weak . That very moment my sister called and my God’s kindness with those tied hands he let me put in speaker . She heard my voice and understood that very second that I’m crying . She said aren’t you in the library , I said yeah I’m student and I’ll get back to you . After a few mins he untied me. While we were about to head towards the main gate , he said that I’ve deleted some of our snaps that he wanted to keep. He threatened me to release those in order to defame me. Then from downstairs to upstairs he dragged me like street pup and then threw me to the other side of the wall on a big window. Thankfully I shouted when I reentered his house and his brother came outside and they literally fought hand to hand to calm him down. He pushed him and then again threw me down to the floor . Gosh… I wrote this publicly today after nine years. This whole incident still bothers me cuz a special day of mine is ruined for lifetime and that’s my birthday. My parents still doesn’t know anything about it.
He has still never apologised for this incident and whenever I have tried to talk about it he said “you can’t imagine how many bad things I have done to people “ this is nothing . And he also said “don’t bring it up as my doc said not to talk about the past as it bothers me”
So my question is only he is a human being n he has emotions and all. Am I not a human being ??! All those damages he has done to me unapologetically will remain like this forever ?!
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ReplyHe's a shitty person. Don't listen to anything he says. You deserve better and you are indeed a wonderful person. I'm so sorry for what he did :(
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