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1 month ago · · Stressed,
I have a suitor for a year now and I think we are doing good. But I still get jealous whenever he talks about his girl bestfriend. I am jealous because I know she was his first love though it was a one-sided love he said… Their story was tragic. Their friendship ended as what usually happens when the other person doesn’t feel the same about you… I don’t understand why he still talks about her and even talk how he used to feel things and get excited when they were still friends before.. I feel so jealous about them; their broken friendship, happy memories, and their past. He has assured me that he is fully healed now and that I shouldn’t be paranoid.. But God, I still feel jealous. I know, I have no rights to call him out because we’re not a couple yet. And I also my pride, I don’t want to show that I am affected about it. I don’t wanna look so paranoid. This isn’t me. I have never been this jealous and paranoid before… And it’s toxic.. and it drains me… So, what now? What do I do? Should I confront him? Tell him that I doubt his intentions about me sometimes.. That I am not comfortable talking about our past anymore (because I think we should move on from that stage where you exchanging stories of your past lovers) and even saying their names unconsiously… I am so stressed right now. I can’t think of right words to say…