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We breathe, we hear, we look, we observe, we communicate, we are humans and we live. However can we prove our existence? There's a famous saying " We doubt because we think and we think because we exist". Is this accurate? In my opinion it ain't. We live to feel, we exist because............... we do, there should be no question whether a person exists or not. The real question is how? I knew my existence when I first met her, well I knew that before but the true meaning of existence was taught by her. She came like a cold breeze, made me feel cool and calm, and when she left............it felt like "Boy! If I could get that breeze one more time". I meet her at my door, she just moved in our town with her family. She was the girl next door, we were neighbors, we both could see each other from the window. I was semi-popular in my school, I had few friends and life couldn't be more easy. I was enjoying everything at that moment but she changed it. When I first met her, we talked a lot it was like a whole minute, ten to fifteen words were spoken by me. She was really doing the talk and I was just replying. Later she told me that she thought I was full with attitude, that's funny because even I didn't know I was socially awkward but after few meetings she got to know the real me. Who knows maybe she also thinks about these moments sometimes...........I bet she laughs at me when she does think about our story. It's really weird how things turn out. The boy next door made the girl next door his best friend. The friendship had no rules except no one was allowed to have feelings for each other. The story pattern till now seems pretty obvious, doesn't it? Well it kinda is and kind of isn't. Obviously as per the 50% chance I was the one who fell in love with her, I knew that something like this would happen from the day since I first met her but the cool dude inside me said it was easy to control. Let me give you an advice if you think it you won't fall for her then never believe it because if that were to be true you wouldn't have thought for falling at the first place. I wish I had this sense before. Finally the day came when I thought to tell her everything, after all I have never followed a single rule in my life, it could've been a disaster if I didn't broke this one too. I was in full confidence to confess but I don't know where did that brave man ran away, I couldn't do that so the best easiest way to confess was text.
#2 Advice:- Never confess on text.
My heart started beating, I could see that she was typing something but it was taking too long, so I panicked and sent her the laughing emojis. I messed up, big time, but this is who I am, the master of bad decisions. We talked like every other day and the conversation was over. Unfortunately my confession joke was carried along since that day, like weeks, I thought to tell her that it wasn't a joke which I did but she didn't reply. I saw her from the window she gave a serious look and shut the curtains. I fucked up real bad this time, next day after school I rushed to her and asked why she was so serious, wasn't the joke pretty obvious. That's right the award for dumbest man alive goes to me, afraid of reality I turned my truth into joke.....again. Well things got calm and I just decided never to act no matter whatever happens. Eventually she asked me about someone and if I could help her setting up a date with him. It was like the universe telling me to shot myself and I did exactly what any fool would do. I helped her, and seriously I like it when things go like this............they got in a relationship. And as you have guessed till now I was "that guy" now. The third wheel, the tag alone and eventually our conversations got limited, I literally felt hell but I didn't had any other choice. We stopped talking completely, the best friends could now be called classmate barely.
Once again the dices were rolled and she came back in my life again. She broke up with him, she was crying on the call somehow I consoled her and she got normal, i thought that was it, that day was the cheat day, and now again back to barely classmates but again things got like before. Everything was going good, I had my feelings buried she was moving on but suddenly she heard that her ex was in depression. She wanted to talk to him but he had blocked her, so I was the messenger and brought them back together. Finally all the pieces went back to their original place, him getting in the picture and me going away after clicking that picture. But this time we continued talking, not too much not less, just normal and again they broke up, this time for real. I don't know why out of all her friends she was with me, was she playing with me or the universe. Soon I got the answers , it was fate. I was getting chances one might say but I really don't gamble, everything was perfect I was dead inside she was getting happy inside and soon we got the news she may have to move. 2 years of everything and now she has to leave. The sociopath me didn't mind and this time I started ignoring her because I wasn't ready to do all of this over again. Better early then late. She didn't realized it first but when she did she never even looked at me, it was fair enough. One fine morning she texted me that she wanted to meet somewhere. Automatically without realizing it I replied yes. We met in the park and she told me she wasn't going anywhere, apparently her dad decided to stay. I acted normal and said that it was good. Out of no where she asked why. I was really clueless i thought she was going to ask "Why I was ignoring her". Now how could someone answer that? But the question was " Why? It was only one rule."
I smiled and said " I'm sorry that I broke it but seriously now I'm past it."
World record was made that day, I got the tightest slap anyone could ever get.
"Liar! I really hate you. Couldn't you confess normally?"
"Sorry I should had done it, and you know I did it but your reaction got me scared so I turned it into a joke. I wouldn't have even regretted it if things weren't like this. But anyway that didn't make any difference and it never will."
"Just shut up. Shut you fucking mouth. I reacted like that because I got scared too. You were perfect but when you told it was a joke I backed down. It wasn't serious for me at that moment. So I tried to forget about that and I started dating. I had no idea what you were feeling. After we got serious you and I stopped talking which was the reason for my break up. You were responsible but you came back in the picture and got me with him again. who would do that? Were your out of your mind? When we split again it was all on me because I realized how I felt about you. I was gonna confess but the transfer news stopped me. Your constant ignoring made everything clear, and I decided not to hurt you anymore but i guess I'm not as strong as you are. I came here to confess. I love you."
"I'm really sorry."
One more slap it was.
"Sorry. Is that all?"
"Oh right I sorry you....... Sorry I mean me too.........sorry I love you."
"Really" she asked while kicking me.
" I lied. I love you a lot."
We kissed and it was our story.
Hello guys I'm a Rookie, I just wrote a casual romantic drama. Hope you liked it. I think I started off good but ending as per the words wasn't that good. Do comment as criticism is highly required ( destructive or constructive criticism I don't care)
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This is a lovely story and I hope the two of you stay together.
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