Exhausted

Just when I feel like I am getting over something, Some other disastrous thing happens. I feel tired and exhausted.. it's like I am done. I can't shut these thoughts, can't share it with people I know as I don't wanna upset them. I look fine but am shattered from inside.. it's suffocating. I can't help it.. how can bad things happen to a single person again and again. Sometimes I feel like a zombie. I wish I could cut off this emotional part of mine, that way I won't feel so much. I can't take it but I have to.

I was ohk with being alone.. but sometimes I wish I had someone whom I could share each and everything without any judgement.