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I can't believe I still like him
1 month ago · · Crush,
I don't crush easily at all. But, this man is really nice. We're both Christians, and we have similar interests and energies (Like we're both a bit introverted, both need our space, and we understand each other in that way). I can't like anyone else the same way I like this guy. I can't even crush on anyone else really because no one compares. He's like seven or eight years older than me though, and I'm not even twenty for another three months. Well, that's not so bad, but my parents say it's a bit too old for me until I am like twenty two. Well, in some sense, I get what they mean. We're in different stages of life, and that can actually make relationships a bit weird. But, at the same time, it seems like not much would change between then and now. What do I know though? I have a lot more to say, but I am getting kinda caught up in the thoughts and not writing them. People might say I love this guy because I have liked him for two or so years, even without seeing him for a year. Sometimes I think the feelings go because I stop thinking about them, but they're always still there, I am just not looking at them. I don't think I love him romantically, but I think I could if I got to know him better. I am just really really badly crushing on him, and I am super interested in him. I have even texted him first at times. I usually am to shy to do stuff like that.