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The Guy I used to like in High School
1 month ago · · mental health,
He was my friend and for five years that I like him for being real to himself plus he's super smart. Out of nowhere, I confessed my feelings for him but he didn't reciprocate and he said the painful word "I'm so sorry I only like you as a friend". After that incident, he crushed my very being and I wasn't able to focus my studies. Sometimes I clawed myself, bumped my head against the wall and wrote a suicide note. I listened to songs that were dark and depressing. I know it's stupid but back then I was in love for the first time. Thankfully, my friend Alex stopped me from doing it and for two or three months I have the courage to visit my teacher who is also a guidance counselor about my problem...I cope myself up by reading books or watching series that are funny to remove my pain. When I saw my friend for the last time that I let go of him and I don't want to fall in love anymore. Maybe when I'm ready and I need to stay strong for my family.