to you, angel.

you make me hurt. alot. but why? i can't cry any more tears, it's as if i have run out of tears. you took them all. i want to tell you i love you, but that would be a ridiculous thing to do at my age right? these days when a girl confesses the guy thinks it's so cool to reject her in the cruelest way possible, whether he has feelings for her or not. he will always make the girl look like the fool in most cases. i am so sick of being used. i don't wanna be with you, i don't wanna be near you. i just wanna be, at a safe distance.. you know? i know we just met this year, and i know we can and will never be a perfect match. but please just take my feelings into account. i used to believe you would be the one for me, until she came into the picture, blah blah you know how it goes- cliche crap and she comes and ruins it. having me thinking for a solid minute that you liked her back. but. if you did, you would've been dating her wouldn't you? oh well she's not my problem now. you are. you bug me every time i see you, i say i don't like you then i suddenly say i don't. punch me in the face and reject me, break my heart more and make me turn away. because i can never learn from my mistakes. like she sings: "from strangers to friends, friends into lovers, and strangers again.." see you next term doofus, please be there..