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I'm so done with my life and s*icide has been on my mind for so long .... I just can't deal with this anymore so in my country there's no moving out at 18 we all live together till we get married.... my parents are working hard to provide for us basic necessities even tho my dad got Parkinson disease and I'm still a student my time is so full of studies and I can't work at the same time cause when I get absent from college I get eliminated from exams and I have internships at summer (I'm 22) my brother dropped out of highschool since like 10 years ago and he's been jobeless till now and he doesn't wanna work he's 29 now and all he does is stay at home or hang out with his friends and make our lives a living hell he's a psychopath yesterday we had an argument and he ended up screaming and he beated me up (I did the same to protect myself and I bit his hand till it bled) so he saw it like it hurt his masculinity how a girl can hurt him like that so he started screaming like crazy and he wanted to beat me harder if my parents weren't here I would've been dead by now and after all this I told my mom to get him out of the house and she refused she loves him so much and would never be by my side no matter what I spent the whole night crying and thinking of ways to move out from this hell I can't live with this psychopath anymore but I have no choice and no money to do so and this happened many times before I hate my life there's no reason for me to live if I don't end it I'll suffer forever we don't have paypal in my country I downloaded many freelance apps but still can't gain money there is no solution I don't wanna live anymore.....
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