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Whaddya know surprise surprise of course I can't sleep. Not with kathump bang pow ting ka ting ka ting. The drunk just had to wake up at 2 am AS PREDICTED. I try to go to sleep put headphones on but I still keep hearing him make noise.
He goes gets a pop in the refrigerator... kathump pow. Drops them inside. I go to get a drink of milk hes got a mini light on writing on a pad. He gets emotional on these drugs and when not totally sloppy drunk as earlier. It's a complete 180 degree behavior once he's on them a different person.
He tries to harass me saying why can't blah blah blah help you sleep?
Um I'm wondering why TF you fixed coffee at 2 am and you're up. When you passed out backwards on the couch at like after 10.
I stay silent. He's like you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to. He doesn't usually talk to me like that at all. I kept silent because I knew anything I said would be wrong and he'd go into a fit condemning me so I kept my mouth shut.
I'm mad because he said he wouldn't get out of his head drunk again abusing those drugs and did. I heard him in the other room with his pill container twisting it. mom hid them then I guess he refound them and was stealing a bunch more. Great just great a beligerant mouthy drunk is just what we need yay 😃😒😣😔🙁😤🙄 That's why I'm angry on top of him being loud. He has no sense of self control whatsoever nor will attempt to change. I even hear mom coughing now he woke her up. It's like 4 am exactly. Sure I was awake at 2 but I could've got to sleep if you hadn't been so loud. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I gotta get a haircut today I need sleep why's it always something here. Now hes gonna play victim no doubt as an excuse to abuse them since I wouldn't respond when it was a no win situation anyway.
I know how he works. It's why I'm so tired of all this. Only when he is near sober is he half way level headed and somewhat respectful not much but a tad bit unlike when he gets drunk. What did I do in a past life to deserve this? I gotta "try" and go to sleep now if possible sigh. I can't help it I'm a light sleeper.
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