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It's true. I was born in a sanctioned country in the middle east. I've been raised to be a kind person by my perfect parents. However, I didn't learn that sometimes you have to be the bad guy. You know what I mean! Sometimes, you need to break a heart or pull the rug from under somebody.
I used to be a happy guy early in my 20s, even though I didn't have any BFF. I had been working as a gaming content creator, and everything was fun and comfortable (so much +++ energy), however soon after, I had to attend military service. I had to switch between gaming websites for arguments I had with the managers at that time. The same goes for my fellow friend who betrayed and sold me to serve in a better place in the military base.
After military service, I experienced more hard times working as a Youtuber, got so many haters, some other people started to ruin my career, and they succeeded. I met a girl I thought she's the same thoughts as mine, but she was after my last cash in my wallet, then, she started to spread rumors about me, so I had to drop from the university.
All these difficulties made my brain older, and harder for me to trust anyone easily. Despite having a heart as vast as the ocean, I get broken easily. I'm not that guy I used to be anymore. I can't talk to the girls, have low confidence, don't have much money to spend for fun, and live in an expensive country where you can't have a welfare life by working 12 hours a day. I want to run away from everything. I need a miracle. I love to immigrate somehow, but I'm not qualified, and the world doesn't credit my country passport. I'm a man who understands girls' feelings but can't find anyone. I'm fond of Japanese/Korean culture and manners, but I guess I'll never have a chance to live in their country.
Nowadays, I'm the first gaming Youtuber in Iran, but I'm working as a gaming content creator on YouTube in English. I used to work in my native for almost TEN years (since 2011), but I didn't get much support. I hope to take back my reputation, respect and get where I deserve to be as a kind-hearted person one day.
I've been through a lot, and I'm desperate right now.
I don't know what to do?
I don't know what to do?
I don't know what to do?
I wish someone could change my life. A girl with a warm heart who's adorable, and wants me for me, wants to discover me and my thoughts.
If you're reading this and want to help me, you can find me by typing "roots of Pacha tips" on Youtube.
Thanks for reading.
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H! what's your youtube channel! congratulations on passing those obstacle! :) high five im 29 and same as you! hehe wishing you more success!
ReplyHey, thanks for sharing your story! You do seem like a really nice and caring person. I hope you find somebody someday. Sometimes the long wait is so worth it :)
ReplyDon't feel bad. I'm older than you and a virgin. I stopped caring honestly. It doesn't define you. If happens it happens if not it don't.
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