What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
If you are in crisis and need immediate help, please call 1-800-273-8255 (NSPL) or text HOME to 741741 (Crisis Text Line). More resources.
yall ever cry so much that you cant feel anything, and that emptiness hurts more than your depression, and youre too scared to tell anyone because no one believes you? yeah, me too.. ive been cutting recently, and i finally understand that addiction... you feel the constant need to hurt yourself, and your body for multiple different reasons. personally, its because i hate my body, and i feel i need to punish it for being the way it is.. i constantly need to cry, and i always feel like i dont deserve to exist like everyone else does. so many people tell me that im strong for getting as far as i have, but thats only because i haven't planned anything. im scared to see whats after death, but i want to escape the life i was given. what did i do to deserve what i have now? how do i deserve people who come, use me, then leave? how do i deserve my mental illness? i dont want to be here anymore. i'm not going to last one more year in this life, let alone 3 more. im 15, and i have 3 more years before i can get out of here. i want to get married and live the rest of my life with my current boyfriend. but i dont want to suffer through the rest of my adolescence like this. im sorry for what ever i did to you universe... just please stop everything. i feel so scared, and helpless...
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
The universe can go youknowwhat itself
You know how you try and try to get yourself out of a really bad situation you're in but the universe keeps slamming all the doors in your face and won't let yo...
-
A worn-out mamma
Who am I? This is the question I keep asking myself, as if somehow the answer will just come to me. I’m tired. Mom’s have so much responsibility on their...
You are loved. Things will get better. Be strong during your teen years. You have a wonderful life ahead of you.
Reply