A letter to yesterday

Dear yesterday, im starting to regret the decisions i made with you. i went to his house and called him over but the look of fear on his face was still there. i was balling my eyes out as he didnt even tell me he loved me to. he told me to leave and then told his step-mother i was there. they called the police and tried to get my charged for tresspassing. all i wanted was closure. you ran away to my house 31 miles in the pitch dark and freezing cold just to tell me you loved me. you promised me you wouldnt ever leave me because of her. but with the terrified look in your eyes, scared of me and what she would do if she knew i was there... i knew we were no longer "together". you told me that we werent and you couldnt even admit you loved me. i want to restart. not yesterday, but this whole year. i wish i had knew about her and her abuse before i met you.

love, me