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I’m a fuckup
6 months ago · · Demotivated, · Explicit
I just don’t think I’m good enough for them. I’m disappointed in myself. My coach and parents have worked so hard to improve my times and then I just fuck up everything. I swim competitively, and today we had championships. I was so slow. I’m so much slower than my friends. I feel like a failure. Today was such a waste. I feel demotivated, embarrassed. What do my parents and coach think of me? I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry that I’m such a fuckup.