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I'm so beyond done with this shit. Ok. People they always want more and more and more and more and more from you. At least my family does.
So not only do I get treated like dog shit for the last 2 weeks by the POS which is my drunk drug addict dad. I've been stressing over this all weekend because i knew it was coming
The drunk gets sober. He's out of drugs. Is he seeking any kind of help? No. Him and mom are acting like I'm obligated to just hand over my prescription that I am actively taking TO HIM.
1. He created this Problem not me! It's his responsibility not mine.
2. Not only did I help him a tiny bit but nooooooooooo that wasn't good enough it's More more more more more more that he wants. And wants to do me dirty on top of all this.
3. I told him you created this Problem not me! you want the impossible from me . It's 18 fucking days until his supposed drug acquaintances comes through. Ok he was near going to go the hospital today. You have to have a certain level of this med per day or the withdrawal cold turkey can be deadly heart attack stroke blood pressure level. He knew this from the beginning 2 weeks ago.
No it wasn't good enough for him saving him today plus yesterday. He and they are tryning to pump me for more. He full knew the consequences but is making me pay for what he did on top of everything else nobody understands how I feel I can't take anymore I wanna off myself now n get it over with.
He says because I get angry because he can't stand the truth and is wanting to rip me off "I'm tired of this bullshit" as if he's the fucking victim. What you u want my blood and organs too ? What about me the person sick of suffering here because a miserable drunk drug addict😔
I can't do this anymore he wants the impossible from me and I can't do it I will not run out of my legal meds for him it's his stupid ass Problem. He knew the consequences. it's the it's ok our child will bail us out mentality again.
I'm ready to commit suicide now I've took all i can take and I have no escape from this hellhole I'm fuckinv sick and done with all this not only him but mom also going out with her today to a n appointment she turns on me like a snake once we get her me contradicting things she told me while we were out once home taking to dad. Her attitude changes for no reason in a bad way on me like I'm the enemy .
I'm ready to commit suicide now
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