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For starters , I have been through quite a bit these last few months. I was told I had to get my left lung removed. I had my left lung removed 11/4/2021.... I am currently recovering, but through the whole process I have come to the realization of many things. I was in a toxic relationship where I was abused to the fullest , and until today I realized how much I have outgrown that relationship, and why it never works no matter how many chances given it won't. I was told I had carcinoid tumor in my left lung that increased in size this may have been unfortunate, but it's also woken me. I can see clearer. I know what I want. I know what I deserve. I know my WORTH. It's very frustrating to keep people in my life that no longer serve me purpose. Tonight , I realized I have to let my child's father go. I need to release him spiritually for more growth. I have so much to offer. So much to life left in me , and after being gaslighted , abused , and manipulated for years I can finally say " I'm free" . I am done. I have exhausted every thing to beat a dead horse. Right now is not the time to argue, or to allow myself to be distracted by someone whose spiritually , mentally, physically, and emotionally unbalanced. This time is not like many other times where as I was so easily to forgive ...... this time is the last time I will be called out of my name. Gaslighted for the things he is doing. My recovery means so much to me . My mental health means so much to me during a stage like this in my life I have to remember life is too short . I no longer will allow my energy to be affected . Waking up is the storyline her, because without being woke I would've stayed asleep until God knows when. I needed this. Next, I need to heal , and cleanse my chakras. I need spiritual cleansing immediately. However , if nobody is proud I am proud. I am proud that I got tired. Thank you!
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