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What I realized today
8 months ago · · Stress,
I am a small streamer and I had a great collab stream with my friends today.
I genuinely had fun. But it really bothered me how uninteresting I am. My friends would easily have something interesting to say while I'm just at the side with nothing to say. They skipped me on a question but I know they didn't mean to. But I still hurt me a bit. So I just whispered the answer to my viewers while the game was loading. (Who I am very grateful to always have)
Always wondered If I am doing something wrong. My friends reached 300+ followers in just 2 months while I barely had 200 after a year.
I'm writing this here because I am really afraid that they might abandon me for voicing out my feelings on these topics.