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2 months ago · · Stress,
I am a girl in high school and I am tall and I have broad shoulders, coloured rough hands, thick thighs and thick arms is that why everybody ignores me just because I am not short skinny girly girl? Even teachers would make me carry the class assignments saying you look like you can do that. I don't talk much I don't know how to argue back or defend myself from people who try to joke about me being fat(including my friends). I wonder how lowly they must think of me or was it really just meant to be a joke. But they. Couldn't come up with it instantly unledd they really thought I looked that bad. It hurts I am a human too and a girl. I don't cry in public or don't speak much doesn't mean I am stone hearted and I can take a joke lightly. It hurts and a lot and degrades my view for myself I loathe myself just because you said a little thing to me and I don't show you how I feel but only my room will see me cry bc I am not the type of girl who can cry in public I have always held back my tears. Tried to be strong by myself and just because I did so or just beacause I I have broad shoulders doesnt mean I have a strength of a man and I can carry your copies and benches. It hurts