pretty girl

i wonder do you know how lonely it is to be me. i sometimes get yelled obscene things just walking down the street, mean women i don't even know. do you know that the carpet cleaner man's wife made it a point to be by his side through his entire work job because of me, not allowing him even to work his equipment because she wasn't available to just be there. this is my life. people being chased away from me, just in their everyday things and leaving me all alone as quickly as they can so they don't get in trouble from their girlfriend, for just saying hello. i wonder do you know, when you're scared of me because of the way i look, do you realize it only makes my existence here lonely and i'd rather be like you, and i envy you because you don't get sandblasted by people quickly being swept away from you in all directions, just for being you.