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1 week ago · Anxiety
i was part of the audience at a theatre performance held by my school. after the show ended, i couldn’t thank anyone from the cast even though i knew some of them as acquaintances. i was trailing behind my friend the whole time. i felt so rude every time i broke eye contact with one of the cast members but i also couldn’t keep eye contact if i wasn’t going to say anything. i just slithered my way past the crowd, looking like i didn’t care about them even after they put on that excellent performance. i don’t know why this is weighing me down so much. maybe it’s because they were my acquaintances and they know me. the show was amazing but i felt a pit in my stomach after it was over. i feel horrible and rude. no one deserves my treatment. i should just go
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