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1 week ago · · Need Advice,
Its 1 a.m. and its getting hard to breathe. I could feel the hole in my heart growing and it burning from agony and pain. I wanna scream and cry, my hands are shaking, my throat is closing up. There is no tears coming, feels like I'm screaming in the void. my energy is getting drained, I'll go back to feeling numb. I hate this, it hurts and I'm scared. I feel nothing and than I feel everything and when It stops, my subconscious tells me I am faking it and I'm doing all this because I'm an attention seeker. Am I really faking my mental illness because I'm some kind of narcissistic sicko? I feel like I'm swimming in an ocean with no direction. I wanna die.