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1 month ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
Fucked over again. God I'm so angry 😤😠. All week dad had been feeding me a line of shit to get what he's wanted out of me "promising" to split something with me.
Yeah🙄. Come today time to do it all he's doing making excuses after he specifically "promised" me all week we were gonna this. NEVER TRUST A DRUG ADDICT .
HE SAYS "have a little compassion" DONT PROMISE SOMEBODY SOMETHING IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO IT. I HAVE OK and I repaid like this. It's "well what an I gonna do what am I supposed to do?" IDK YOU CREATED THIS PROBLEM NOT ME THAT'S WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING MYSELF ALL WEEK FUCKING LYING MANIPULATING BAVK STABBER JEZEBEL PLAYING ON MY SYPMATHY
YET IM THE ONE IN THE WRONG HUH? I TOLD HIM THE TRUTH HE CALLS ME CRAZY A LIAR AND HE CAN'T STAND IT HE HURLS INSULTS AT ME.
AFTER I'VE BEEN HELPING HIS SORRY ASS GIVING HIM MY MEDICATION SLL FUCKING WEEK AND HE PULLS THIS SHIT LYING RO ME BETRAYING MY TRUST STABBING ME IN THE BACK MENTALLY UNSTABLE SON OF A B.
HE STILL TRIES SILENCE ME AND MAKE ME THE ONE IN THE WRONG
BECAUSE IVE BEEN HAVING TO GIVE HIM MEDS OUT OF MY BOTTLE ALL FUCKIN WEEK BECAUSE HE ABUSED HIS ON A 2 week binge.
God I want vengeance so bad. Backstabbing lying s.o.b. don't make promises you keep. Oh of course be invalidates even mom does too. You're gonna be sorry you ever treated me this. I have to get the hell out of here wicked ass POS. I hope God returns what you've done to me dad. His former drug people screwed over before he couldn't take it. Ok he screws me in a similar manner but yet I'm in the wrong. It's always about me me me nobody else. I'm sorry for ever opening my trust back to him I'm done with him . Nobody will ever silence me. Right is right and wrong is wrong. He'd feel this way too if it was him it's the hypocrites. Go get mental svd still g help dad instead of putting your hell on me. And mom actually vouched for him again drunk son of a b.
All week he's been "oh we'll divy them up when mom gets hers" (to repay me). Now it's "oh but what am I gonna do it I split them with you'? Wel
1. You did this not me
2. You did all this to yourself dad
3. Don't lie to me and make promises you can't keep. I shouldn't have to even be giving you my meds in the first place. You don't have a legal address this mom makes excuses for him the reason he hadn't been looking for "a doctor" instead of bumming me for my medicine.
It's been a bunch of shit and I'm the one to be made out in the wrong. He real ly thinks what he said hurt me? Ha. It just goes back to
Lesson 1 never trust your parents for nothing. Especially mine lying thieving conniving backstabbing leeches. I didn't want to be in this situation in the first place he did all this not me. May God repay him for all he's done to me.
I guess truly you can trust nobody on this earth but God alone. Most everyone else are 1 sided users such as these pieces of work my so called parents. My respect level for dad is negative 1 million percent lying ass sob manipulater . Hell never change unless God changes his heart . I'm not wrong yet mom n dad act like I'm the one in the wrong here I didn't make fake promises and play all buddy buddy to get what I want our of them now did I .you will regret all this dad. Instead of apologies I received slander and invalidation. Fuck me I regret being born. Should I go ahead and SUICIDE . I give up it's hopeless 😭
Hope you get what you deserve dad it's coming. Nobody will silence me not you. Not mom. Idc my feelings are valid despite you invalidating them . You'd feel the same way. Go get screwed dad I'm done with a lying using manipulator drug addict.
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