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I lost myself
2 months ago · · Marital Stress,
I have nobody to talk to. I scrolled theough my contacts to reach out to someone just now to speak to about how im feeling and I literally dont have anybody. Im married but i been so lost with trying to be loved that i forgot how to love myself. Ive forgotton who i am entirely. I wake up dragging my feet trying to keep pushing and it feels like im moving with mountains attached to my ankles. I cried for absolutely no reason twice today. Im starting to feel it more now and havent tried to let out my hurt and my pain and my frustration. I feel like im close to a breaking point. I keep thinking about ways to hurt myself but I don’t actually have the guts to do it. Am I suicidal then? How can i tell anybody tho. Ill just sound craxy and end up committed somewhere because my thoughts are too much to handle to a strangers ear. How long will i suffer like this? Who am I anymore.