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I'm falling back into old habits.. I tansfered from a university to a community college in hopes to better myself since at uni I wasn't doing the greatest. i was distracted, unmovtivated, and came tot he point where my academics were slipping. I ended up on academic probation twice, and I failed an entire semester. I let my depression get the best of me. I wasn't going to class let alone, I endured 2 deaths in a span of not even 2 months.. So I was underwater, especially when I was told I wouldn't graduate on time.. instead of pulling myself together and following through, I let my depression get the best of me and I thought, i belieed it would be best for me to start over....
I now find myself in the depression hole again, I havent been going to classes but I have been getting counseling. I do let my prfessors in on how I am doing and the obstacles that hinder me from attending class but they can only do so much. I had goals this semester and I can still achieve them but, I know even if I do I am going to be disapointed with the outcome. I'm just so tired of depression and my mental health. I wish I could just escae the world.. i believe things are hard for me because I never thougth i make it past 16. Now i'm 21 in debt. i'm 21 with no liscense. I'm 21 with nothing i feel like... I just want to know when will anything get better. I look for the positives and find nothing. i'm tired of drowning while still alive.
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I'm in an eerily similar situation to you. I think I know how you feel by being underwater, and I think I'm currently still underwater, but at least I've been awaken to the fact that I am, and at least you are aware of being tired of this state. You aren't alone in this. Perhaps, and I'm still working through this myself, focus on the solutions to the concrete problems that you have. and just act upon those solutions. Don't think unnecessarily; the brain is for decision-making and learning, not ruminating. Overthinking drowned me more in a state of darkness. I don't know how helpful that is given the state that you feel like you are in, and it was difficult for me to swallow too, but hopefully that might give you some help. Keep going <3
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