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1 week ago · ramble, · Explicit
I shouldn't be caused all this rage and anger. But I have because a dick of a human is so insensitive and so selfish and unempathetic and unapologetic for being a fucking son of a bitch. Do you think I enjoy feeling this way? Life isnt and should not be meant to live this way made mad and miserable every fucking day by unhappy miserable edgy mentally and emotionally unstable parents. All he's ever done is make my life hell. Funny I told my aunt that and it was thumbs up then blocked on Facebook. But she goes wahh wahh wahh about everything in her life if it don't go how she wants and the idc I'm not eoiried about you only me attitude but still wants to go wahh wahh wahh and she's got a lonliness complex. But who cares if my life's in hell. I hope her precious man which she talks about back bites on the phone like a dog dumps her sorry ass she deserves it imo. Being so cold mean to me for no reason. She's needs kicked while down like she did me. She caused me to do some sneaky mean stuff to her in return but she had it coming. She shouldnt have treated me like that I never turned her away for nothing. I tried to fix her computer for free once and in the end she gives me a 🖕.
My family sucks . Dad's petty she's petty. I'm not supposed to take crap treatment for being good to others. I wish I could deck both of them. I'm angry for being done wrong then told you better shut up or you'll not be repaid. Only a bully and an abuser says that. And that's exactly what dad is . I wish I could take vengeance on him but there's not much I can do. He ought to go back to jail he deserves it . He defrauded social security since he was age 28. He wasn't autistic. He wasn't broken down with back problems despite taking a cane to a psychiatrist. He faked all of it. He got some one to jerk him on a machine in a mining place that helped him fake an injury. He faked it so many years for pain pills. Eventually he actually did get a back injury . From a drunk falling back on a plastic hard waste basket. Karma. He's nothing but a fraud and a screw over. Yes he faked it til he made it . Then squandered his money. Never caring about my future just partying n crashing every vehicle we had back in the day as a kid. Idk but he's been so wicked to me I want him out of my life somehow someway. I don't enjoy being treated n made to feel worthless 😔. Living in a car somewhere would be better than his bullshit every month. He's horrible. Blames me for all his crap. He never takes responsibility for anything . I have 0 pity for people that don't care how they treat me and expect kindness in return. I'm tired being treated bad so much for so long. I'd beat the shit out of him if I could. He deserves it. Yet I'm cut off from all family. They're like oh we live you then just act like but don't ask me for anything from afar. Because of what dad did to rip them off. They think I'm trash I guess. Bet if I win the lottery I'd get messages pouring in. Otherwise it's bleh whatever don't care about you . This wasn't how I imagined becoming an adult would be so much mental anguish and suffering from a dependent leeching abusive father who is never wrong and justifys doing you wrong. I hope he gets what is coming to him.
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