teenage romance

It's silly and probably won't last long. I know it's stupid to want, but I can't help but wonder sometimes... What's it like to be wanted? Those movies on Netflix are surely exaggerated, but even so, when you're in love, doesn't every moment of it feel cliche like the movies? I wanna experience it just once in high school. I want a guy to take me downtown to a coffee shop and just walk around having fun. Then maybe go to a school football game and who knows, maybe we'll share our first kiss together and it'll be one of the highlights of our high school experience. I'm only a sophomore though. What do I know? I've never genuinely been in love before. I've said I love you to three boys in the past and I kissed two of them, but that wasn't real love. I don't know when I'll experience it, but if and when, I'd love for it to be in high school.