My Unsent Letter

All these intimate moments

I keep in my head

With a boy I loved

I can’t do it again:

Kissing in the rain

Stargazing on a golf course

Breaking into a pool and skinny dipping

Giving u a strip tease

Messing around with u

U scaring me

Loving me

Holding me

Touching me

Kissing every part of me

If I could forget it I would

But I can’t forget it

I can’t forget u

And now u love someone else

And ur probably doing all the same things

Giving her the world

Treating her right

But not me

I wasn’t the one

I wasn’t ur one

The truth is

I can’t bear to get heart again

It will destroy me completely.

-A