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I don’t deserve to live anymore
1 month ago · · Stress anxiety,
I’ve done horrible things to people in the past. I don’t deserve to live after doing all that. I intentionally got 3 F’s in college. I’m thinking of throwing myself off the balcony of my house. It’s only about 5 feet. I may have to throw myself off it a few times in order to do any significant damage to myself. It’s fine because I deserve it. I don’t listen to people when they tell me to listen and I argue with people over the smallest things. It’s immature. I clearly haven’t haven’t grown up mentally.