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last Saturday on Thanksgiving break I got a boyfriend usually when something like this happens typically you would be really excited but I was it I mean yeah I wanted a boyfriend and I didn’t mind dating him but I told myself maybe l shouldn’t care because i wasn’t in a relationship when it all happened there were five people there at the time one person brought up the fact that me and the person I’m in a relationship with should get together I I didn’t really have feelings for this person deeply but I told myself why not give it a try since I’ve never been in a relationship over the break it was going well we were talk every day playing the game together and have fun today on Monday when we came back to school from the break one of my friends knew that we were dating and was telling us that we should kiss note we’ve only been dating for a week So I wasn’t really all in with the idea The friend who suggested it is in a relationship and I would always try to push her and her boyfriend to kiss so when she brought that up i felt kind of pressured a lot of people around were also saying that we should kiss I didn’t want to because I didn’t feel comfortable with it but then they asked him if he wanted to kiss me and he said yes I felt like if I were to say I didn’t want to kiss him or reject the offer that I would basically be saying that I didn’t like him so no I was looking I kissed him I was really embarrassed after it happened and I remember exactly how it felt I didn’t really expect it because it all happened so fast I was really confused and embarrassed usually after having your first kiss you will be ecstatic but I wasnt I was really doubting it and I started thinking was that really the right thing to do had this heavy weight oh my chest I was thinking about it trying to convince myself that this is probably normal and I actually didn’t mind the kiss but once I got home and I started thinking about it I realize that I really did not want to kiss him I feel embarrassed every time I remembered it I felt that guilty I really do not want to kiss him but I was under a lot of pressure and now that I have I don’t wanna go back to school just thinking about it happening makes me want to cry what do i do i don’t want to break up but i’m all so confused I had my friend talk to him about it and he said that he agreed that it was too fast but he wanted to do it anyways and that I was the one who kissed first end it is true but still I was under a lot of pressure and didn’t know what to do my friend told him to just make sure that I’m comfortable with it but now I just don’t know what to do
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You are confused because you are too young for this sort of thing. The trouble with you still being at school is that there are too many nosy people around who can't mind their own business and push others into doing things that they don't really want to do. After you have left school and you are more mature you will decide for yourself what to do when it comes to guys without any pressure. So wait until you have left school until you bother about any relationships. When you go back to school tell this boy and the other nosy parkers that you have decided to cool it with him and wait a while before you get with any guy.
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