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1 month ago · · Anxiety
I have a best friend, he's really smart. I'm lucky to be his friend because he always gives me wise advice, helps me, and teaches me a lot about his home country (Ukraine). The only problem with being his friend is that he can read my facial expression too easily and when I'm stressed, other people can't tell but he can tell. He's too protective and doesn't let me talk to other guys or be friends with them etc. A couple months ago my own cousin did something bad to me, it stresses me and now he's forcing me to tell him and he can tell that I'm stressed and now idk how but he knows something is wrong between me and my cousin even tho I never told him anything and he's such a creep and a stalker even tho he does it for good purposes and I'm scared because if he finds out the truth then he will 100% sure kill my cousin and get angry at me. And I'm just so scared because he has serious anger issues and is too protective of me and has been to prison because of similar things before as well. Idk what to do. Also, a couple years ago he said if I have any problems I can email it to him under an anonymous account if I don't feel comfortable telling him, I thought I'd do that but as soon as I emailed him I couldn't say anything exactly and idk he already knows that it was me and now I feel so stupid and idk what to do he's just like a real investigator and sometimes I don't want friends who know everything about me because Im scared I dont want him to find out and sometimes I dont want friends who can tell Im stressed even if I try to hide it and I'm scared he's about to find out what do I do?? 😭😭 I dont want him to kill him and go to prison again all because of me