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I really like him. i really wish i can be his girlfriend it will be so exciting because ive never had a boyfriend before. I liked him the first time when i got to know him. he was the most perfect guy i've ever seen. so nice to everyone, polite, great style, good looking. I was dreaming about kissing him the first time i saw him. i was obsessed with him and its been a long time since i've had a crush. he was also rich it showed but he was so humble about it which i loved. i loved him. but he never liked me back and i was so frustrated with that. i'm the one that texts him first about plans to go out and i always try to start a conversation but doesn't put effort in his texts and sometimes doesn't reply for a long time. I've always felt like he doesn't like me or that maybe he knows that I like him and him not putting efforts in his texts is a sign that he knows and he's trying to put boundaries between us. I then told him that i see him as ' a friend' so that he doesn't think i'm in love with him or something and he doesn't get the wrong idea and that i dont want to lose this friendship. I am actually just trying to be his friend and i kept trying. and he said the nicest thing that he doesn't think that way and that i don't have to try to keep this friendship and that i'll always have it. but even after that he acts the same way and i feel so awkward hanging out with him and still do. He acts like this with all of our friends so i guess there's no problem with me thats just him. Anyways i kept liking him and kept thinking about him and would get anxious everytime i saw him. We would never get closer and we've never had good long conversations or laugh. But i still like him i still want him i always think that our relationship would be different but it's been 3 months and he's still the same. But this changed when i went out with him again in a group to winter wonderland. I felt like he was acting different towards me. instead of being humble he was showing off more and would stare at me especially when i was looking at other guys. and he kind of seemed less attractive. even though now i know he likes me he still acts the same towards me and didn't reply on the group chat for 2 days when my friend asked to go out. Anyways, i stopped texting him because I hate that feeling i get when i do which is feeling like im so desperate to talk to him and make plans with him. I get so much anxiety and then when he texts back i feel relieved. like i dont want that feeling. I didn't text him for more than a week now which feels good but the problem is i still think about him. im really happy that he likes me so i have a chance but i don't want to approach him first because ive already done enough and he hasn't. I keep having hope that he'll text me and he'll make plans with me but he never did. I have this urge to text him so badly. I just want to let him know that ge's not doing enough. I would want to have a relationship with him i still like him. but not a serious one tho because i dont think i'd want a person that'll treat me like that. i dont know what to do? am i crazy? should i get over him or should i keep having hope? Im getting tired of him not doing anything but im still waiting because maybe he'll change?
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