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I'm really stressed about this. But I never told this to anyone because I don't have the courage or confidence to talk about it. I feel weird. Embarrassed. I dont think I'm ready to talk about it. Nevermind. I can't do anything
I just need an advice.
I dont want to talk about the whole situation because it started from childhood till now
I don't know. I hate him.
I dont wanna tell you everything.
But I just need a solution. I wanna die. Idk.
I was little, my uncle was not nice with me. Now I'm older.
A few weeks ago when we went to their home, he gave my whole family menche in a tray...idk menche is like sweet noodles in hot milk.
I dont know, but I feel like maybe there was something in my bowel, maybe not, but idk, im not sure
because then I fainted and he took me to the same clinic he took me when I was little. For my treatment.
I woke up but was too weak. I wasn't fully conscious yet. It was like what happened before. The feelings. This all happened a few weeks ago. I started seeing nightmares again. I didn't know
Then yesterday he made me watch the videos he recorded of me and idk I was cryingt. And said he can share it with other people. With his friends. And that if I dont want it to happen then I I have to be ready for him without the need of any drugs and I have to be active in it as well.
And idk. I cant even get his phone or else I would have broken it. But it's always locked so far away
I didnt expect him to be this disgusting.
And I didnt know I'm this stupid. I'm really stupid.
And it's not just him. When I was little, it was others too.
I hate my relatives. Why am I so stupid. Other girls are smarter. It's always just me.
Always me. I'm so stupid. Why am I so stupid. Why am I such a slut.
I hate myself. I don't know what to do. I should have not fainted. Or just know everything. But I didnt know.
I'm so useless.
I'm so stupid.
Why am I even alive. I should be dead.
I'm so stupid.
Idk what to do now.
I feel like crying. Dying. I wanna die I feel suicidal.
I can't deal with this anymore.
I really dont wanna deal with this anymore
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Hey nothing is your fault, your uncle here is completely in the wrong and dont fall for what he threatened you with. If he showed anyone those videos he would get in trouble...you dont have to do what hes asking you to do. Im so sorry this happened to you and I hope that you know that none of this is your fault.
ReplyWhat your uncle did was absolutely terrible, and completely not your fault.
The reason this happened to you is not because you’re dumb. Plenty of supremely intelligent people still get drugged and taken advantage of. You are not responsible for someone else’s actions.
If you can, I would encourage you to file a police report. Even if they don’t look into it (which they probably won’t), it will be nice to have if things escalate, so you have some sort of evidence that he’s done this in the past.
I hope you’re okay, and I hope things get better.
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