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1 month ago · · Anxiety,
I am being sucked into an eternal oblivion by anxiety itself and depression is coming for the ride. Jealously called shotgun......fear is at the wheel. I sit in the middle searching for a saving grace as I watch my meds fall victim to the trauma wedged in between every fold of my brain. Smoke fills my lungs as I reach for the fourth cigarette to try and calm my nerves. I say a quiet prayer as we get dangerously close to the edge of the road. Hoping I don't go off the deep end, hoping I can at least keep the outside pretty and safe.