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Why i hate school
8 months ago · · highschool ,
I am a high school student who will soon be released from the world of education, a good thing, I just need to wait at least 1 year and 5 months to celebrate my graduation, I can't wait for that moment, until I think about it every day from morning to night, it sounds easy, I just need to wait that's all I need to do, the problem is there are so many problems that make my head almost explode, I'll start from the simple, the environment where I go to school can be said not a good place, although as long as I went to school there I didn't get physical bullying, I felt that the people around me started to look down on me and underestimated me, including my friends, indeed they never said bad words. looks clearly condescending like "you are stupid and bother people" they never really said that, but I felt it, they You seem to be teasing me with the look in their eyes, maybe I will be called a loser or a crybaby if I say this clearly.
that's one of the problems I'm facing right now, secondly, I don't really want to delve into the lessons they teach at school, I'm starting to get very bad grades, actually I don't have a problem with it, my parents don't really have a problem with it although I know deep down they are very disappointed in me, I just want to be in class to attend and wait for my diploma at the end of the day, but sometimes there are teachers who feel that I am not paying attention to class (*it's true) so he started to make me do practice questions until I understood what he was teaching, it made me a little stressed and frustrated because I don't want to know this and I will never use it in my life (* my heart says) and I know that this will continue repeated until the end of the school year, knowing that fact alone was driving me crazy, and also a lot of homework they left me y I didn't have time to do it because it was too much, and I was starting to worry because soon the end of the semester assessment would be held, I was afraid they wouldn't pass me this time, if I didn't pass this time I would be in big trouble, I promise. to my parents, that is at least I graduated from high school and they have had enough of that, if I don't graduate from high school then I will be stuck in this damn city forever, a city that I hate from the past, I also haven't told about this city, in short this city is full of swindlers, rebels, criminals and also very cunning bastards, what a bad place for children in their growth period, after all that I went home,I feel really tired, I can only lie on the bed after all this happened and cry myself to sleep, then wake up again on a different day and will repeat these annoying things again, what makes me hate school the most is, they take up too much of my time and energy, until I can no longer divide the time between rest and pursuing my dream of becoming a comic artist, previously when I was in the first grade of high school, I decided to skip school for almost a year to learn how to become a comic artist. great and successful, all of these things paid off. 10 months I studied comics and ignored school, it made my comic get the title of the most popular comic on website no. 18, its readers increased to 21,000 readers in a short time, definitely after I typed this a lot of people will say (*you better just drop out of school and focus on i your dream) that's actually what I want, but if I drop out of school now, it's likely that I will be sent to my parents' shop to help them every day, which will mean less time for me to rest and even make comics, it's better for me to wait to another 1.5 years and finally got the freedom I wanted.
all i want is peace of mind and i don't have to worry about other people and the fake responsibilities that the school gives me, all i want is to make comics in peace
actually there are many more problems that I want to convey here, but I think this is enough to make my stress less, these are just a few trivial problems and just need to wait for time to solve them, while I still have many problems that I have to solve afterwards
thank you for taking the time to read, peace