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8 months ago · Thought Clusters,
Idk I just want to write idk what about. I hate 1 sided people like my aunt who wants to call here and whine about her life to dad yet but give me the 🖕when I was in need. She should not have turned me away when dad beat me 3 times on 3 separate occasions , plus tried to break my door down another time to hurt me. Oh but She called here about her ex wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 😭Jimmy hit me with a bail bat can I stay the night?. When he really didn't. But when I needed refuge from my psychotic madman of a dad with her with an empty apt it was 🖕then she later blocked me on Facebook for telling her about what hell I go through here with dad drunk and ABUSIVE spending all his money on drugs. She just calls dad saying I'm blocking (my name) don't want in the middle. Hypocrite look what you put us in the middle of your crybaby marriage problems. Hypocrite. That's not right at all plus too cowardly to tell me herself. It's just plain not right. I sympathized for her and she says 🖕to me. Nice woman huh?
It's true. Shes just like im just worried about me NOT YOU but I'll call your house to cry about myself wahh wahh.
I hate how she is. She's the one that started being mean and unkind to me without a reason. But will call here and whine to dad and gossip about family. She acts like she has something to prove and show with her new mayun Doug. Dad said he's a bull sh*tter and I think he's right. But then so are you dad. Liar and manipulator. Sigh ok. I'd love to find peace in these situations but I'll probably have to leave the state to get away from everything. I can't control how others are to me. I've screwed over enough in life here and done wrong by co-worker and family member alike. I worked with such doggish people it was super super toxic I regret giving so much time to those places Instead of seeking better work. Being anixety and stressed everyday isn't pleasant. They called it controlled chaos work to the speed of a ridiculous line with faulty equipment yet did not want that stupid line to stop. I only miss the socializing when people pretended to care. Not the misery I went through. It's the past id tell my younger self don't ever move here you'll regret it and I do. So many cut throats and screw overs I worked with on top of hostile screaming and crappy treatment. Idc. I just want my life to get better. F those people who were mean to me for no reason I hope they miss me since I was good to everyone. And they all weren't so good to me. A few but not many. My ex uncle also cut my throat to management hindering vmy job growth. But I got him back though. They wouldn't rehire him cause if what I said I think to hr. He deserved it. Jerk I never did him any wrong and he hindered my job progress in the company. For no reason but to suck to higher ups. I wish I'd did more to get him in trouble. He had to inspect every Monday things required in places but he didn't actually do it just marked yes and ok on the paper I watched him. He was an in law. Snake. I was really too kind to those people. I wasn't raised to screw over every body you meet like that place was alot. I can't help how I feel I just didn't deserve all that. Mean people really suck. I don't care my feelings are valid I just need to let it all go. Mom and dad would invalidate me so use talking to them.
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