What are you looking for?
Nov. 10, 2007
1 month ago · · Suicidal Thoughts,
Nobody wants me here. So many people know that I am hurting but everyone just ignores it. Like its something that will just go away. They want me to go away. They're all tired of my crying and my stupid little high pitched voice. I'm tired of it to. Tired of this body. Tired of myself. Its so hard to feel like somebody cares unless I am RIGHT on the edge and a part of me is saying it would be selfish to go. Why can't I just feel cared for? Why can't I just be happy. What can't I be normal. I just want to be normal. I just want to be loved. That's all I need. That's all I'm asking for
Its not that much. I'm just asking that someone check on me.
I wish there was someone who comforted me that night mom found the note. All there was was yelling.
I just want to be gone