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Nov. 10, 2007

6 months ago · 2 · Suicidal Thoughts, +2


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Nobody wants me here. So many people know that I am hurting but everyone just ignores it. Like its something that will just go away. They want me to go away. They're all tired of my crying and my stupid little high pitched voice. I'm tired of it to. Tired of this body. Tired of myself. Its so hard to feel like somebody cares unless I am RIGHT on the edge and a part of me is saying it would be selfish to go. Why can't I just feel cared for? Why can't I just be happy. What can't I be normal. I just want to be normal. I just want to be loved. That's all I need. That's all I'm asking for

Its not that much. I'm just asking that someone check on me.

I wish there was someone who comforted me that night mom found the note. All there was was yelling.

I just want to be gone

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  • Novni Guest · 6 months ago

    I am sorry. I know what you are going through. My family is not very supportive either. I think my family is highly intellectually challenged. I think every one feels trapped in my family. No one knows how to get out of it.

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  • Novni Guest · 6 months ago

    You're not alone. I'm also waiting for someone to appreciate me as much as I show appreciation and affection towards others. Every human being deserves to be loved and appreciated no matter gender identity, race, or status. I wish I could just fly to a place where I'm not disappointed in my lonely life.

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