What are you looking for?
5 months ago · · boyfriend,
i only feel upset about you when i believe you're someone I could be with. when something happens, or i have thoughts there's some reason i shouldn't want to be with you, those are the days i'm calm and happy. its not because i don't miss you, its because the effort seems fruitless, like forgetting you really is good for me. when i'm feeling that you are perfect, that your issues are something i crave, i need in me, and to be near, those are the times i'm sad.