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my parents seriously need to chill the fuck out. ever since I could remember, my dad taught me maths. I know a lot of people who have had the worst experiences with their father teaching them maths but what I had still gives me anxiety. my dad would get so mad at me if I didn't get a question correct and proceed to call me "stupid" and "dumb". I was around 5 I think, imagine being called stupid and dumb at 5 years old. it does a lot of damage to you. I would spend most of my nights crying and refusing to come out of my room (which when I was younger I shared with my brother) but then my parents would get even more mad. the worst part was, my mother would get mad at my dad for screaming at me, but then, when my dad would leave, she would proceed to blame the whole situation on me and me "not studying enough". This situation has just gotten worse over the years and because of that it gives me such anxiety to take a test or get my results back. I need to be in the top 10% for my parents to be remotely happy. Most parents reward their kids when they get such good grades, but my parents? nothing. I might just get a small "well done" but that's it. when I get a bad grade though (even when it isn't as bad), I'm a failure. I want to do well in my classes, I want to get the good grades, I want it for myself and I want to impress my parents but I can't fucking find the motivation. Every person I've gone to has not helped me and I can't go to a therapist because my parents don't believe in that. This problem is now also occurring to my brother and I feel so bad for him because I know what it's like to be in his position but don't know how to help him. I'm scared to do anything because I don't want my parents to be mad at me. I can't wait until I'm in college.
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Try talking to the school counselor or a relative.
Replyalready did that. did not work at all. if anything it made it worse
ReplyLITERALLYY LMFAOO idk what to say bro i have a su1c1de plan for this reason so i don't think i could give any useful advice but ik how u feel
Replyhonestly it feels good to know that I'm not the only one. I'm sorry you have to go through the same thing as me lmaoo
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